October 2009
48 posts
I wish I was as invisible as you make me feel.
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I always answer my phone when I don't know the...
greenleavesofsummer:
Today was the first time it wasn’t him, though. It was some random lady. I think I handled it very nicely. Me: Hello!? Lady: Is this ______? (I forgot the name she said) Me: No? Lady: Is this the ______ residence? Me: No. I think you have the wrong number. Lady: I’m sorry! Me: Oh, it’s okay! Lady: Thank you. Me: You’re welcome. Lady: Bye Me: Bye bye SEE HOW NICE I AM!
Fighting with people on someone else's Facebook...
greenleavesofsummer:
I’ll comment on my friend’s status or something, and this one kid randomly comments saying how mean I am to him. LOL. I don’t even fight back, it’s so stupid.
I hate when people look pregnant, but they don't...
greenleavesofsummer:
So you can’t say anything to them because what if they’re not pregnant? What if they just gained weight? It’s so awkward.
Maybe we will end up like Jim and Pam
greenleavesofsummer:
I like you for 4 years, but you have a girlfriend at some point, etc. etc. And then… Eventually, you love me back. And we end up happy. That’s what I really hope for. Though, waiting is incredibly hard.
"I don't need this much protection"
greenleavesofsummer:
THAT’S WHAT SHE SAID! I shouted that in Physics today when my teacher was talking about how he doesn’t need to much protection for the internet on his computer. I got the whole class to crack up =]
For lack of a better title...
greenleavesofsummer:
Today really made made me think about my friends and myself… Which of my friends are my real friends? Which of my friends are actually good friends? Which of my friends can I actually trust? Which of my friends actually care about me? The anwer to all of those is: Not very many of them. So what am I doing with all of these people who aren’t the greatest friends to me? Why am I...
Every Day Is A Thunderstorm
greenleavesofsummer:
So… I get yelled at by my friends alot, They say hurtful things, And they expect me to just sit back and take it. And to just deal with it. But if I ever say anything that isn’t what someone wants to hear, Then they get incredibly pissed off. I know a few people like this. And it doesn’t make any sense. I’m sensitive. Everyone tells me not to be, and I try my best. But...
“Take chances. Tell the truth. Date someone totally wrong for you. Say no. Spend...”
– Unknown This is exactly what I’m going to do now. I’m going to live. You broke my heart today, and I’m still beyond hurt. But I think I will be okay. I think that this is a good thing. I think you finally set me free, thank you. (via greenleavesofsummer)
Warning: Self-injury... Could be triggering...
greenleavesofsummer:
The last time I did it was Saturday (April 18th) And the last time before that was March 2nd. From one day in December to one day in late February, I didn’t do it. But I thought about doing it all the time, and I wasn’t ever really happy…. From March 2nd to Saturday, I didn’t think about it at all. Until Saturday, of course. Why did I even do it the other day? Well… Someone...
“You never really stop loving someone, you just learn to live without them”
– Unknown (via greenleavesofsummer)
Goddammit...
greenleavesofsummer:
I love you.
(There, I said it.)
Why can’t you love me too?
“I know what it’s like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit...”
– Winona Ryder as Susanna in Girl, Interrupted (via greenleavesofsummer)
Is It Worth It; Can You Even Hear Me?
greenleavesofsummer:
I’m sorry if I didn’t seem too excited to see you today; Truth is, I was so happy to see you. I missed you like crazy. I just wasn’t sure if you missed me as much as I missed you. I think you did, but you know how I am… You said you would miss me, and then I came home and you said you really missed me. So, I’m just crazy. You hugged me so many times today; I loved it, I swear....
A post about how I feel fine ends up being about...
greenleavesofsummer:
I know what it’s like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can’t. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside.
I do know exactly what that’s like. But I’m better now. But I think I might be better now.
Well… While I am happy most of the time, I still get upset and angry at seemingly irrational times. I’m...
Just For The Record...
greenleavesofsummer:
I love your fail kisses, They’re incredibly cute. =]
Though, I do really love the real kisses. Win kisses? I don’t get those as often though. But I know they’re worth the wait.
My Teen Angst Has A Body Count
greenleavesofsummer:
I think everything the past few months has just been teen angst. Perhaps.
Someone said a few things to me on the two days before I left for Colorado for a week. And I swear, I feel so much happier now. And now, there are some people who are together now, so I don’t have to worry about something anymore. (God, I love how vague I am sometimes) Why was I so “depressed”...
“Love is like an old person driving in front of you on the road; you can hate...”
– Myself. For Michelle’s project thing (via greenleavesofsummer)
Everybody scream your heart out.
greenleavesofsummer:
I want to scream sooo loud I want everyone to hear me I want him to hear me I want to just scream at everyone, “I can’t take this anymore!”
I want to scream at them and tell them to stop! That sometimes they really hurt me without really realizing it. I know it shouldn’t bother me, but it does… Because of how much I care about him…
I want him to know how much I care about...
“Love is like an old person driving in front of you on the road; you can hate...”
– Myself. For Michelle’s project thing (via greenleavesofsummer)
I keep losing followers D=
greenleavesofsummer:
What am I doing wrong!? =[
"He" started singing "Never Gonna Give You Up" to...
greenleavesofsummer:
LMAO. That either means something good… OR HE JUST FELT LIKE RICKROLLING ME IN PERSON. Or he just likes singing random songs… I’m hoping it’s the first one =] Idk… I was flirting with him a lot, and things seemed good… So I’m assuming that it was a good sign…
I thought of something really cool to write about,...
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Italian class was hilarious today.
greenleavesofsummer:
Our teacher was telling us about all the naked people on the beaches in Europe. She ended up mentioning that she takes her top off when she goes to beaches in Europe… I think half the class is traumatized after picturing that.
Every little thing you do makes me like you more.
greenleavesofsummer:
I kind of like that though. Maybe you might finally start to feel something, too… Maybe…
Reblog if your ex is the biggest douche-bag ever.
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I have to translate something from Italian into...
greenleavesofsummer:
And it’s not making any sense! They call it the year of wonders and for students who live and really like. One year away from home, attending a school all-new, “adopted” by a family, each of which are new. What else more could a student of a school? And if the return process is also the language of the place where he was a guest, simply call this experience “Year of Wonders”...
Not cool, man. Not cool.
greenleavesofsummer:
I lost two followers overnight =[ Aw, I always wonder why people unfollow me… Am I annoying? Do I complain too much? I don’t know… Oh well…
It makes me so sad
TODAY IS MY DAD'S BIRTHDAY!
greenleavesofsummer:
I totally forgot until now… BUT YAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD! I MISS YOU SO MUCH, AND I HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD BIRTHDAY IN IRAQ!
I can't even blog about what I want
greenleavesofsummer:
Because people I know in real life will see, and then I’ll end up with half of my good friends pissed off at me. It’s really upsetting =[
Aaaaaand, now I'm in a bad mood.
greenleavesofsummer:
Thanks a lot, asshole. D=
Reblog with the scariest movie you've ever seen.
greenleavesofsummer:
I’ve seen so many horror movies and I don’t get scared that easily, but for some reason The Grudge and The Grudge 2 scare the shit out of me.
I miss you so much.
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I strongly dislike most of the people in my...
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I always miss everyone on Tumblr when I don't go...
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Tumblr is our little secret world.
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September 2009
33 posts
I see people writing about their first kiss... My...
greenleavesofsummer:
October 20, 2008… Rehearsal for the play was canceled that day. I didn’t have a ride home at the time, so I took the bus with my friends to their neighborhood (and my mom would just pick me up from one of their houses). So, I sat on the bus next to the guy (he’s one of my best friends. He liked me the year before, actually. But he was over me at this point) So yeah, I sat next...