Every Day Is A Thunderstorm
So… I get yelled at by my friends alot,
They say hurtful things,
And they expect me to just sit back and take it. And to just deal with it.
But if I ever say anything that isn’t what someone wants to hear,
Then they get incredibly pissed off.
I know a few people like this.
And it doesn’t make any sense.
I’m sensitive.
Everyone tells me not to be, and I try my best.
But everyone else is apparently so much more goddamn sensitive than I am.
I would rather not say mean things to people, but sometimes I get so pissed off and I want to make a point… But I never can because I’m afraid of losing my friends (and I know I will lose them if I ever say anything)
But they can yell at me all goddamn day and they expect me to not care…When people say mean things to me, I just push it off. Yeah it hurts, but I’m used to being hurt. I try to deal with it and not say anything.
But god forbid I say something that someone doesn’t want to hear… I won’t get spoken to for rest of the week.Whatever.
I’m just going to keep my mouth shut.
Yell all you want at me, I don’t care.
Take your anger out on me. I don’t care.
I mean, I do care. But I’m just so used to it at this point, that I don’t really mind.
I’ve gotten good at holding it all in.
